Today

Leading up to today I really wasn't feeling much at all.  It's hard to believe it's been two years since I saw my mom.  I don't like that it's already been that long.  Looking at my sister Joelle's blog post this morning, I could do nothing but cry-something I haven't done in a really long time.  It feels good to cry about my mom.  But it made me really sad too and miss her so much.  I don't really even know what else to say today.  I just wish she was here.  I would do anything for that.  My dad and my sisters and I are all really strong.  I am so proud of that.  But today we don't have to be.  Today it is ok to cry, remember her and miss her.   We will never forget that day and will think about her every day until we can see her again in Heaven.  I am so thankful for so many happy years with my mom.  These pictures are just a glance at all the fun she always was.